| THIS twilight of two years, not past, nor next, |
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| Some emblem is of me, or I of this; |
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| Who—meteor-like, of stuff and form perplex’d, |
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| Whose what and where in disputation is— |
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| If I should call me anything, should miss. |
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| I sum the years, and me, and find me not |
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| Debtor to th’ old, nor creditor to th’ new. |
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| That cannot say, “My thanks I have forgot,” |
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| Nor trust I this with hopes; and yet scarce true |
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| This bravery is, since these times show’d me you. |
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| In recompense I would show future times |
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| What you were, and teach them to urge towards such. |
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| Verse embalms virtue; and tombs, or thrones, of rhymes |
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| Preserve frail transitory fame, as much |
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| As spice doth bodies from corrupt airs’ touch. |
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| Mine are short-lived; the tincture of your name |
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| Creates in them, but dissipates as fast, |
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| New spirits; for strong agents with the same |
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| Force, that doth warm and cherish us, do waste; |
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| Kept hot with strong extracts, no bodies last. |
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| So, my verse, built of your just praise, might want |
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| Reason and likelihood, the firmest base; |
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| And made of miracle, now faith is scant, |
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| Will vanish soon, and so possess no place; |
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| And you, and it, too much grace might disgrace. |
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| When all—as truth commands assent—confess |
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| All truth of you, yet they will doubt how I |
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| —One corn of one low ant-hill’s dust, and less— |
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| Should name, know, or express a thing so high, |
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| And—not an inch—measure infinity. |
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| I cannot tell them, nor myself, nor you, |
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| But leave, lest truth be endanger’d by my praise, |
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| And turn to God, who knows I think this true, |
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| And useth oft, when such a heart mis-says, |
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| To make it good, for such a praiser prays. |
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| He will best teach you, how you should lay out |
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| His stock of beauty, learning, favour, blood; |
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| He will perplex security with doubt, |
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| And clear those doubts; hide from you, and show you good; |
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| And so increase your appetite and food. |
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| He will teach you, that good and bad have not |
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| One latitude in cloisters, and in court; |
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| Indifferent there the greatest space hath got; |
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| Some pity ’s not good there; some vain disport, |
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| On this side sin, with that place may comport. |
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| Yet He, as He bounds seas, will fix your hours, |
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| Which pleasure and delight may not ingress; |
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| And, though what none else lost be truliest yours, |
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| He will make you, what you did not, possess, |
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| By using others’ (not vice, but) weakness. |
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| He will make you speak truths, and credibly, |
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| And make you doubt that others do not so; |
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| He will provide you keys, and locks, to spy, |
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| And ’scape spies, to good ends, and He will show |
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| What you may not acknowledge, what not know. |
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| For your own conscience, He gives innocence, |
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| But, for your fame, a discreet wariness; |
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| And—though to ’scape, than to revenge offence |
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| Be better—He shows both, and to repress |
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| Joy, when your state swells, sadness, when ’tis less. |
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| From need of tears He will defend your soul, |
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| Or make a re-baptizing of one tear; |
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| He cannot—that ’s, He will not—dis-enroll |
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| Your name; and when with active joy we hear |
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| This private gospel, then ’tis our New Year. |
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